i don’t understand why i’m having the hardest time trying to learn something that would be extremely beneficial for my existence on Earth and Hereafter.
inshAllah khair.
i don’t understand why i’m having the hardest time trying to learn something that would be extremely beneficial for my existence on Earth and Hereafter.
inshAllah khair.
(via mendmyheart)
Love, like a karma. It’s meant to hurt someone. It’s meant to be given up for. I know I deserve better :)
I don’t even remember when was the last time we text each other.
I don’t even remember talking to you although we just spoke this morning. You get what I meant?
I don’t even know if I want to continue doing this.
Flipping through our photos, I miss the time we used to spend together… cuddling, loving, and just being together. Things isn’t the same anymore. You started choosing objects over me. Never predicted this before, you were so loving and appreciating me so much. Losing me was a big issue for you. But right now this moment, it’s not even close to important anymore.
Of course I don’t blame you for all this. I can’t.
Whenever you send me a message stating you love me or miss me, my brain started wondering is this just another daily thing or it’s from the bottom of your heart. Because all your action doesn’t seem this way. It’s more to… “I’m just saying it to please her” you know.
Every time I caught you doing something betraying the trust again and again, you’ll just shout at me or ask me to go die. Why do I feel history repeating.
I don’t know who to talk with anymore, honestly.
He’ll never know what I am going through now.
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Why after everything you just want to hurt me? You just want to compare both of you? You just want me to go down.
I sacrifice my pride for you! I do not deserve such treatment from you; I deserve much better. I seriously do.
“Grow old with you! “
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You said you want to grow old with me… I left you, and you gave up.
I guess I am just too selfish.
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